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haha omg, i can't believe that this thing works.lol. hahaha/ funny funny.. hmm im still wondering if anyof my old peeps are on here, and actually use theirs.lol...***cough cough***if you do..waazzzz uuuppp yo!!! lol.. and hit the page up with some comments G!**cough cough**** :-D haha anywhoo... catch up time..lol... well lets see whats happend since ive last written in you? haha its great how i talk to this thing like is a freakin person..haha.. but back to the task at hand.lol. hmmm... ive had my ups and downs..haha what else is new.lol. but ive still managed to over comethem. its great. i finally movedout of dragonlady's( my madre's) house, and now im living with my pappy.lol..my chickto carlitose died... tear.... so my lovley sister tried to replace him...WITH A DAMN CAT! WTF?!? nesides the act that that was like the best dog EVER!! psssh you don't try and compensate with a damn cat..grrr..but anyways.lol.. ive slowley started to seperate myself from the ppl who were supposed to be my " true friends"but tis ok, cuz what doesn't kill ya only makes you stonger...right... thigs were easier for awhile, but as we all know that doesn't last very long with me.lol... yes yes emo moment..damn.lol...but things have gotten really hard over the passt couple of monts, but im still looking for that light at the end of the tunnel....SO CLOSE BUT YET SOO FAR AWAY!lol..its soo true laughter does take the pain away.. hey and plus ive gotten a really great girlfriend that jus freakin AWESOME!! heehee. you know me i always have my gaurd up when i start dating, but i fell as if i can finally let it down, and it great. i can already feel some of the stress in my back start to comeout.lol..o wait that was gas....JUST KIDDING! hahahaa.. giggle giggle..hah i so havn't changed a bit.lol. but back to her.. yup.. she great, and fir the first time since jessi, finally i don't feel pressured into saying i love you to her, and is fuckin great! haha in the words of eunice.... SPARKLES!ahhaha. mmk but back to the story at hand.lol.. fir the most part imma happy camper.lol. oh oh ohoh.. and i finally got my toung pierced.lol.. after what like a damn yar..haha..its ok.lol.
BUT onr of the bad things that did happen too me this year was me getting diagnosed(?) with cancer in my lower leg. i was scared shit less, and to top it off my body wasn't reacting to the damn kemo, so i was kinda screwed. but thanks to modern medicine they came up with this muscle mass removal type thing thing, so i got that done, but what do ya know it didn't work what a fuckin surprize. it turns out hat it spread too much and it is uuber close to my left overie..oh no!so theycouln't take it all out, so they put me back into kemo and gave me all thease damn pills to take...gosh.. now i really am gonna be a druggie.lol. .and as far as i know things are going well. i go back in about a week or so for another scan.oh joy! lol.. but its all gravy, cuz im still havning fun and im still walking so i could care less. :-D haha IMMA BE SOOO READY FOR TRACK AND SOFTBALL SEASON!!! OOOYYYYEEEEAAA!! lol.. but thats about it... i think.... ohwell if i think of anything more ill jus come back.lol...
toodles my noodles!!! haha