WEIRD
So as of tomorrow at like 630am Jamer has been gone for a week, two more to go. This is weird to me because i miss him but it doesn't feel like a week and i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. But all i know is that i really want him to come home. I also dont feel good tonight ans that bothers me because i wanted to go to the party tonight. Im also working like crazy and thatsa good thing but icant manage everything right now. I cant manage my 20 hours at thegables with my 25 hours at the bucks and then im working at the school and i can never get there. Thats my problem. I have also just moved out of my house and im not even done yet and i have no time to get there and finish. I hate having so much to do, I mean its get that i am working so much becaue that means that i can be saving money and paying my bills. So i dont really know what the point of this entry is i just needed to write these things down. I also miss getting to hang out and having the energy that i used to have. I miss being ablr to stay uo all night and then go to work the next day. anyway im gonna be old and go to bed so that i can wake up and go to work tomorrow.