The new outcast
SO i just got home from The Chairs and im in a really bad mood. Yet again there is a party tonight that im not at, one because im extremely overtired from working at 530am for the past two days and two simple because i didnt feel welcome. Yes i said that i did feel welcome. I havent felt welcome at a party for a while now and its starting to bother me slightly. One reason why i dont feel welcome is because i am getting to be one of the oldest kids at school and i feel like the generation of parties that im used to is dying, and secondly because i find out about parties either the night of or like the day before. I mean i feel like im purposely not being told about things because people dont want me to come out. So you know what im not gonna come out! I dont need like a personal invite or a fucking intivtaion it would just be nice to be told. I understand if its decided that night, but went people start talking about the party and you ask which one and they look at you like you have 7 heads then you know that everyone knew beofre you. Well im done bitching about this, im gonna go and crya dn find a mnolouge for HONK! Auditions tomorrow morning at 11am in the mainstage/