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my dates are completely messed up but w/e
i worked at celebree to make money and
do a job. i didnt expect to get attached
and be appreciated the way i am. Not
only has it been killing me thinking
about the end of august when I have to
leave, but Treena decided to offer me
a really really nice position AND
raise. theres no way in hell that i'm
gonna completely quit. ill maybe take
a break or become a substitute or just
lessen my hours by alot. but this is a big
business opportunity dealing with corporate
meetings and big money and being able to
stay around the kids i love at the same time.
when we talk about it tomorrow i have to be
honest with her and its gonna be really hard
to figure something out.
im struggling with my future ALOT lately.
i really just want to become 18 and party
in the next week. after that i really have
to face reality, which calls for getting
piss drunk.
i worked at celebree to make money and
do a job. i didnt expect to get attached
and be appreciated the way i am. Not
only has it been killing me thinking
about the end of august when I have to
leave, but Treena decided to offer me
a really really nice position AND
raise. theres no way in hell that i'm
gonna completely quit. ill maybe take
a break or become a substitute or just
lessen my hours by alot. but this is a big
business opportunity dealing with corporate
meetings and big money and being able to
stay around the kids i love at the same time.
when we talk about it tomorrow i have to be
honest with her and its gonna be really hard
to figure something out.
im struggling with my future ALOT lately.
i really just want to become 18 and party
in the next week. after that i really have
to face reality, which calls for getting
piss drunk.