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soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
schools over.
i made a 3.8 GPA this semester.
feeeeeelss gooooddd.
last semester my entries about finals
"hmm, what do i have to say about finals and the end of my first semester?
it's over. that's all.
not really though.
there's a couple thousand things on my mind about it but i'm trying to not let it bother me because there is nothing i can do about them.
all i can do is try to do my veeeeeeerry best next semester and learn from my first semester.
and i'm leaving it at that."
"i'm annoyed.
i hate finals.
they make me feel worthless and i'm not prepared.
but i'll learn from it? and do better next semester right?
oh well. "
AND MY FAVORITE
"i'm not sure if i want to major in music anymore."
my GPA last semester was 2.1
i was completely dissapointed in myself.
i never really told anyone but ryan how sad i was.
so i've been out of school and immediatly the next week started work and i haven't had a break since.
actually, i put in my two weeks the first day i went back to work.
quittinn that shittt.
i'm training one last girl and then i'm starting a new job at a summer camp.
WEEKENDS OFF OMGG.
i'm in love?
with a cuddly bunny?
hahahaha
his sister was in town.
she calls me her sister and refers to ryans mom and dad as my mother and father in law.
it kind of scares me but also makes me feel a little good.
ryan knows that i want to wait till after college to get married and he knows that i won't let myself say yes to engagement until atleast two years.
until i can put up with someone and they can put up with me like that for a long time.
i've been in relationships, long relationships, and i fear the 1 year and 3 months mark.
NOT THAT I'M EVEN REALLY THINKING ABOUT ANY OF THIS.
i love ryan and i love being with him and i love spending my days with him and i'd like to spend some more.
thaaank you very much.
we're coming up on a year very quickly and i've been thinking about it.
basically we've been just hanging out for 9 months.
i haven't even noticed the time, i haven't even gotten tired.
we're just friends and more than that and it's awesome.
that's the only reason why i've been thinking about this.
1 year and 3 months is only 6 months away and, to me, that time is going to fly by.
anywayz, i have lots of plans for this summer.
BESIDES working alot.
i'm hoping to fly on my first plane and go to new york.
and i'm hoping to have a great birthday and spend time with my friends on their birthdays.
speaking of friends and such.
riight now, leah and i are kicking it girl style and wathcing pride and prejudice.
it's like the ten thousandth bajillionth time i've seen it.
never tired of it.
we made cookies.
we brought ryan sammichs to his work.
we hung out and laughed and banced to boyz II men.
i've been needing some mono e mono hangy outy time.
so with that said, totally time to focus full attention to Mr. Darcy.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
[PS]
i love narrow stairs.
i love it.
schools over.
i made a 3.8 GPA this semester.
feeeeeelss gooooddd.
last semester my entries about finals
"hmm, what do i have to say about finals and the end of my first semester?
it's over. that's all.
not really though.
there's a couple thousand things on my mind about it but i'm trying to not let it bother me because there is nothing i can do about them.
all i can do is try to do my veeeeeeerry best next semester and learn from my first semester.
and i'm leaving it at that."
"i'm annoyed.
i hate finals.
they make me feel worthless and i'm not prepared.
but i'll learn from it? and do better next semester right?
oh well. "
AND MY FAVORITE
"i'm not sure if i want to major in music anymore."
my GPA last semester was 2.1
i was completely dissapointed in myself.
i never really told anyone but ryan how sad i was.
so i've been out of school and immediatly the next week started work and i haven't had a break since.
actually, i put in my two weeks the first day i went back to work.
quittinn that shittt.
i'm training one last girl and then i'm starting a new job at a summer camp.
WEEKENDS OFF OMGG.
i'm in love?
with a cuddly bunny?
hahahaha
his sister was in town.
she calls me her sister and refers to ryans mom and dad as my mother and father in law.
it kind of scares me but also makes me feel a little good.
ryan knows that i want to wait till after college to get married and he knows that i won't let myself say yes to engagement until atleast two years.
until i can put up with someone and they can put up with me like that for a long time.
i've been in relationships, long relationships, and i fear the 1 year and 3 months mark.
NOT THAT I'M EVEN REALLY THINKING ABOUT ANY OF THIS.
i love ryan and i love being with him and i love spending my days with him and i'd like to spend some more.
thaaank you very much.
we're coming up on a year very quickly and i've been thinking about it.
basically we've been just hanging out for 9 months.
i haven't even noticed the time, i haven't even gotten tired.
we're just friends and more than that and it's awesome.
that's the only reason why i've been thinking about this.
1 year and 3 months is only 6 months away and, to me, that time is going to fly by.
anywayz, i have lots of plans for this summer.
BESIDES working alot.
i'm hoping to fly on my first plane and go to new york.
and i'm hoping to have a great birthday and spend time with my friends on their birthdays.
speaking of friends and such.
riight now, leah and i are kicking it girl style and wathcing pride and prejudice.
it's like the ten thousandth bajillionth time i've seen it.
never tired of it.
we made cookies.
we brought ryan sammichs to his work.
we hung out and laughed and banced to boyz II men.
i've been needing some mono e mono hangy outy time.
so with that said, totally time to focus full attention to Mr. Darcy.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
[PS]
i love narrow stairs.
i love it.