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of course i'm going to update when i don't have the time to. duhhh.
so life is pretty cool.
i really don't think i could call my spring "break" necissarily a break.
i felt like it went just as fast as it came and not one day was really restful.
but not one day was really stressful either.
sooooooooo, can't win.
and i know i updated my journal like wahwahwah i can't believe spring break is over wahhhh
but the next day i was totally kind of happy about school haha.
i dunno, i like being busy(ish), i like learning.
and it was a smooth sailin day so it was tightnshit.
that whole line was supposed to be gay.
friends are totally cool. hahaha
i like them.
lately i really have nothing to complain about (except some bullshit between my at&t bill and my bank account but that's a whooole other story. even then i wasn't even mad because life is good)
i think everyday i have something to do and i never really feel lonely which is really weird to say and i almost feel bad about saying it because it's like...yeahhh my life is perfect, i'm a bitch.
and alot of people would like to say that.
but it's not like i'm not having any obstacles to overcome.
i just don't mind them that much because my life is a pretty happy situation.
they just don't make me that upset because i know they can be resolved.
and friends and shit take my mind off of stress and whatnot.
IT MAKES ME HAPPY THAT'S ALL I'M BASICALLY TRYING TO SAY. shitttt.
ha, even i get annoyed by my rambling.
and ryan is amazing.
i want to go as far as to say it's the most relaxing, convienent? relationship i've ever been in.
i don't spend every living waking second with him or on the phone with him but i still feel just as much loved as i would if i was doing all that shit.
i used to be ALWAYS talking to a boyfriend or with them or whatever.
and yeah i do really really really spend alot of time with him but
what i'm trying to say is that if it came down that i had to not spend that time with him i'd overall feel okay
he loves me so much that time away works because if i spent as much time with him as i used to spend with former boyfriends....i'd probably explode.
haha, it's true.
sooooooooooooooooo...yeah? i don't know if that makes sense but it does to me.
we have a great flexible relationship but still give eachother all the attention we will ever need.
love, mmmmm. yummy.
mmmmmmmm, i could totally talk more but i'm not because i have class. faggot.
i could go into details of the fun stuff and give examples of shit i've been rambling about BUT I'M NOT. haaaaaaaaBYE.
so life is pretty cool.
i really don't think i could call my spring "break" necissarily a break.
i felt like it went just as fast as it came and not one day was really restful.
but not one day was really stressful either.
sooooooooo, can't win.
and i know i updated my journal like wahwahwah i can't believe spring break is over wahhhh
but the next day i was totally kind of happy about school haha.
i dunno, i like being busy(ish), i like learning.
and it was a smooth sailin day so it was tightnshit.
that whole line was supposed to be gay.
friends are totally cool. hahaha
i like them.
lately i really have nothing to complain about (except some bullshit between my at&t bill and my bank account but that's a whooole other story. even then i wasn't even mad because life is good)
i think everyday i have something to do and i never really feel lonely which is really weird to say and i almost feel bad about saying it because it's like...yeahhh my life is perfect, i'm a bitch.
and alot of people would like to say that.
but it's not like i'm not having any obstacles to overcome.
i just don't mind them that much because my life is a pretty happy situation.
they just don't make me that upset because i know they can be resolved.
and friends and shit take my mind off of stress and whatnot.
IT MAKES ME HAPPY THAT'S ALL I'M BASICALLY TRYING TO SAY. shitttt.
ha, even i get annoyed by my rambling.
and ryan is amazing.
i want to go as far as to say it's the most relaxing, convienent? relationship i've ever been in.
i don't spend every living waking second with him or on the phone with him but i still feel just as much loved as i would if i was doing all that shit.
i used to be ALWAYS talking to a boyfriend or with them or whatever.
and yeah i do really really really spend alot of time with him but
what i'm trying to say is that if it came down that i had to not spend that time with him i'd overall feel okay
he loves me so much that time away works because if i spent as much time with him as i used to spend with former boyfriends....i'd probably explode.
haha, it's true.
sooooooooooooooooo...yeah? i don't know if that makes sense but it does to me.
we have a great flexible relationship but still give eachother all the attention we will ever need.
love, mmmmm. yummy.
mmmmmmmm, i could totally talk more but i'm not because i have class. faggot.
i could go into details of the fun stuff and give examples of shit i've been rambling about BUT I'M NOT. haaaaaaaaBYE.