oh my..
its been MUCH too long!
I'm not even sure where to start, for that matter.
School has been going soo well - so much better than the past two years. I feel like I'm at a completely different place now. Originally I lived in a double with my roommate, Anna. But due to (un)fortunate circumstances, I have another amazing roommate, Erin. The three of us get along so well, and I honestly dont think I could ask for anything better. Anna's boyfriend/kinda lives off campus so she's there almost every night. I didnt realize how lonely it was getting until Erin moved in & kept me company. There are 7 total people living here - me, Anna & Erin in one room, Mindi, Jess, Caity & Emily .
Danny & I are officially back together. It's such a long story, though. We were dating & everything was going really, really well until about two weeks ago. It was homecoming; everyone was trashed..long story short, I went with Dannys roommate Tim to get more beer. We ended up making out..a few times..and it was incredibly awkward. Our kissing styles didn't match well and he was EXTREMELY aggressive which just made me so uncomfortable after like 5 seconds. Anyhow, I ended up telling Danny, and it was a HUGE drama that day. It made me realize that I really want to be with Danny...I love the way he kisses me. He gives me this tingle that I cant even describe other than...a tingle. Anyhow, it took him a little more to realize it than me just telling him. He got so nervous every time I wasn't with him that entire week. Friday I went home for Columbus Day weekend but he decided to stay. All day Saturday I thought he was mad at me bc we hadn't talked all day. Finally around dinnertime he gives me a call and (again, long story short) he told me he hooked up with some random girl the night before. He did it part to spite me and part bc he wanted to see what it was like with someone else. Now, I didn't have a claim on him, he was allowed to do whatever he wanted, so I wasn't that upset. I was actually more upset that he did it to get back at me more so than just to see what it was like. (PS i should say here that "hook up" means make out. just to clarify.) Anyhow...I got over it pretty quickly but he was clearly really upset about it. He was afraid of how I was going to react and upset that he did it in the first place. Anyhow..Sunday I was up here for a family party & stopped by and we got together officially.
So I tried to keep that as short as possible. What else is new? Well, my stepcousin recently got married because he knocked up his girlfriend. I baked cupcakes this evening. I need a laundry basket. I have a midterm on Thursday that i'm 75% sure I'm going to fail. I'm not sure what else to put here soo thats my signal to end this entry.
I miss you all, but I hope you're all happy doing what youre doing. And just as a sidenote, I was thinking about this whole livejournal thing the other day...we've been basically keeping in touch this way for about three years. Do you realize how lucky we are that we can still find a way to keep in touch when we all still have such different lives? I mean the best thing would be to see each other & everything but ya kno what? This is our thing..and I'm so grateful for it. Anyhow, talk to you soon :)
I'm not even sure where to start, for that matter.
School has been going soo well - so much better than the past two years. I feel like I'm at a completely different place now. Originally I lived in a double with my roommate, Anna. But due to (un)fortunate circumstances, I have another amazing roommate, Erin. The three of us get along so well, and I honestly dont think I could ask for anything better. Anna's boyfriend/kinda lives off campus so she's there almost every night. I didnt realize how lonely it was getting until Erin moved in & kept me company. There are 7 total people living here - me, Anna & Erin in one room, Mindi, Jess, Caity & Emily .
Danny & I are officially back together. It's such a long story, though. We were dating & everything was going really, really well until about two weeks ago. It was homecoming; everyone was trashed..long story short, I went with Dannys roommate Tim to get more beer. We ended up making out..a few times..and it was incredibly awkward. Our kissing styles didn't match well and he was EXTREMELY aggressive which just made me so uncomfortable after like 5 seconds. Anyhow, I ended up telling Danny, and it was a HUGE drama that day. It made me realize that I really want to be with Danny...I love the way he kisses me. He gives me this tingle that I cant even describe other than...a tingle. Anyhow, it took him a little more to realize it than me just telling him. He got so nervous every time I wasn't with him that entire week. Friday I went home for Columbus Day weekend but he decided to stay. All day Saturday I thought he was mad at me bc we hadn't talked all day. Finally around dinnertime he gives me a call and (again, long story short) he told me he hooked up with some random girl the night before. He did it part to spite me and part bc he wanted to see what it was like with someone else. Now, I didn't have a claim on him, he was allowed to do whatever he wanted, so I wasn't that upset. I was actually more upset that he did it to get back at me more so than just to see what it was like. (PS i should say here that "hook up" means make out. just to clarify.) Anyhow...I got over it pretty quickly but he was clearly really upset about it. He was afraid of how I was going to react and upset that he did it in the first place. Anyhow..Sunday I was up here for a family party & stopped by and we got together officially.
So I tried to keep that as short as possible. What else is new? Well, my stepcousin recently got married because he knocked up his girlfriend. I baked cupcakes this evening. I need a laundry basket. I have a midterm on Thursday that i'm 75% sure I'm going to fail. I'm not sure what else to put here soo thats my signal to end this entry.
I miss you all, but I hope you're all happy doing what youre doing. And just as a sidenote, I was thinking about this whole livejournal thing the other day...we've been basically keeping in touch this way for about three years. Do you realize how lucky we are that we can still find a way to keep in touch when we all still have such different lives? I mean the best thing would be to see each other & everything but ya kno what? This is our thing..and I'm so grateful for it. Anyhow, talk to you soon :)