so glad to be home...

[ditzydevil]

i'm so happy to be back home. i cant stand it at my parent's house. there's nothing to do out there.

my dad fixed my car so i can drive it now!!! and he bought me a stereo!!!

school starts tomorrow. i'm glad to go back, but i really dont want summer to end. i'm not ready to be a senior. this year is gonna be crazy...it's gonna suck too. oh well.

wow, i really dont know what to put in here...

what are we?
are we just friends?
or are we something more?
do you really like me the way that i like you?
or is this all just a game?
is this real?
will it last?
or will it soon pass?
i need to know how you feel
so i can tell if my love is real

umm... yeah... i got bored last night and couldn't concentrate on my summer reading, so i wrote a couple poems... i dunno. i've been really confused lately. i really want something to happen more than anything... but i'm not so sure if it will. i'm really scared, yet at the same time, i'm the happiest i've been in a while. i dunno anymore. whatever happens, happens. and it's all up to him...

well, i'm out for now. i'm gonna go finish up my summer reading (yippee!!). i'll try to update more often. laterz!