Change of Heart.
I've changed my mind. After not using this thing for a good year maybe a year and a half I've decided that it could be a good thing that I use this every once in a while. A lot has changes since the last time I wrote in here. I found someone who is so amazing and loves me for who I really am, and I love him with more than every beat of my heart. And maybe I'm wrong but I think that I've finally accepted who my father is. He's not perfect, no one is, but he does make a lot of mistakes. One's that he shouldn't be making, and ones that I know I shouldn't have to deal with. And I also lost a really good friend of mine. Nick died this summer in a plane crash when he was at ROTC camp. He was Barry's little brother. I didn't know him that well though, but I talked to him for 10 minutes and I felt like I had known him my whole life. He's was very nice to, even when he didn't have to be. I'll miss him and he forever changed my life and the way that I look at things. Now I know who I am, and now I know who I want to be. I just want to be me, and that's my goal for 2007 and the rest of my life. To just be me. =] Happy New Year people. Good Luck.
Love,
Stacy
Love,
Stacy