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right now i'm at school...i'm bored though..i dont really know what i'm supposed to be doing.....lol..i feel a little better today...the day is coming up for when i have to talk to my mother about moving in with kara..i hope i can...id still be finishing out the school year though....i dont know i hope i can...even staying with my grampa freve sounds pretty good to me at this point..i could help him junk cars and all that good stuff but i'd still rather live in lewiston...i dunno i hope things work out for me....i've given up on billy and cyndi and another person who i shall NOT name....i still like him but i've given up all hope on ever finding someone who actually cares about me....he has no clue how much it would mean to me if he actually cared about me...even as a friend...the smallest person could make a difference for me right now..i'm not havin it so easy and i didnt have counseling today...we were supposed to go with mr.luke to film a commercial for the boys and girls club but because my mom is so slow and my stepdad didnt let us go to the park on monday there isnt enough room in the van for all of us so christy and i cant go...dissapointing....someone call me and talk to me..i could use someone right now....