i say i don't know...you say you don't know...i say
easter=great.
no big problems or anything. smooth sailing all day..
today was...alright. 1st period got in trouble...ALREADY, a threat to call my parents made by fricken drama teacher...dumb.
i get this weird feeling lately...that no one really cares. i mean like my girlfriends do...but the guys...i dont' know where i stand with more than 3/4s of them. i hear them say this girl/that girl is hott. i know no one says it about me...and i wonder if i'm just like another loser. i know i shouldn't get so down on myself...but seriously. i couldn't keep 1 boyfriend for over a week...who's to say that any guys even want me as their good friends? i had a GREAT best guy friend in san jose. i miss that. i don't click with too many guys in our grade...or if i WANT to click with them and would LIKE to think i do, i see them talking with the "hott" girls so it's like why even bother?
i love my friends...i don't like the way this quarter has started out.
...take me out
no big problems or anything. smooth sailing all day..
today was...alright. 1st period got in trouble...ALREADY, a threat to call my parents made by fricken drama teacher...dumb.
i get this weird feeling lately...that no one really cares. i mean like my girlfriends do...but the guys...i dont' know where i stand with more than 3/4s of them. i hear them say this girl/that girl is hott. i know no one says it about me...and i wonder if i'm just like another loser. i know i shouldn't get so down on myself...but seriously. i couldn't keep 1 boyfriend for over a week...who's to say that any guys even want me as their good friends? i had a GREAT best guy friend in san jose. i miss that. i don't click with too many guys in our grade...or if i WANT to click with them and would LIKE to think i do, i see them talking with the "hott" girls so it's like why even bother?
i love my friends...i don't like the way this quarter has started out.
...take me out