Sep 20, 2009 21:17
Today, the 20th September, makes it 5 months since that awful day.
5 months is actually quite a long time, but it feels like yesterday.
I'm still just as angry. Still just as upset, just as annoyed with myself as I was back then.
I imagine I always will be. *Sigh*
Oh well, I guess it's my lot in life to be constantly fucking myself over, with help from others.
At least I can rest easy knowing that I still have my bestest, the love of my life. That beautiful boy who has, for some unknown reason, always been there for me. And I hope with all my heart that he always will be. I love you Jessbert <3