I know that this will come as a HUMONGUS shock for most of you
Okay, well, Tommy and I are on a break right now, I don't know for how long, but it was my choice. I know a bunch of you are like WTF??? but I decided that I need to do what's best for me, and I feel like not being in a serious relationship right now is what's best for me. I was thinking about it, about the whole spending the rest of my life with one person, and it kinda scared me, I mean, these are the last years in my life where I can behave practically anyway I want to, before I have to settle down and be responsible. I'm not saying that I'm not responsible now, I am very responsible, it's just that college is the time of your life, and I don't want to end up doing something that will hurt him, because I know that it will happen. I mean, after being away from him for so long, I'm finding out who I am w/out him, and I think I like this person better, I mean, I'm not afraid to say anything to people, and hurt their feelings, I don't know, I just feel happier. I know that if Tommy is reading this he is getting sadder, but that is how I feel. Maybe somewhere down the road of life, we are supposed to be together and get married and all that happy stuff, but right now, I think that we shouldn't be tied down like that to one another. Don't get me wrong, I still love that boy to death, but I'm thinking that the way that I love him is changing, I love him as I would my best friend in the world, which he is, and I believe he always will be.
On happier notes....
I have been discussing with my parents about the whole dance career thing, and they fully support me, which is completely awesome to me. This will open up so many more oppertunities for me, and I am way excited about them. So for the second week of spring break, there is this midwest college dance convention, and Haley(dance prof) has invited all of company to go, so of course I want to go to that hardcore. It's in March, but all ready I am super excited about it. Then I was talking to Haley yesterday, and there is a jazz dance congress of america convention in CHICAGO in August of next year, and there they have a competition for a $12000 grand prize, and she wants me to seriously think about submitting the piece that I am choreographing at the moment. I am way excited about it.
Speaking of the summer, my really really good friend Shantel is going to come down for a little bit from Colorado!!! I am so excited about that already! I was telling her about all the awesome places in Austin that we can go to, and we are both so excited. I will also probably be going to Colorado to visit her as well. So much excitement!!!!
On happier notes....
I have been discussing with my parents about the whole dance career thing, and they fully support me, which is completely awesome to me. This will open up so many more oppertunities for me, and I am way excited about them. So for the second week of spring break, there is this midwest college dance convention, and Haley(dance prof) has invited all of company to go, so of course I want to go to that hardcore. It's in March, but all ready I am super excited about it. Then I was talking to Haley yesterday, and there is a jazz dance congress of america convention in CHICAGO in August of next year, and there they have a competition for a $12000 grand prize, and she wants me to seriously think about submitting the piece that I am choreographing at the moment. I am way excited about it.
Speaking of the summer, my really really good friend Shantel is going to come down for a little bit from Colorado!!! I am so excited about that already! I was telling her about all the awesome places in Austin that we can go to, and we are both so excited. I will also probably be going to Colorado to visit her as well. So much excitement!!!!