Ode to the "neat" one
Quirky, fun, neat, special, unique...
These words describe him oh so well
And only Caitlin knows how hard I truly fell
He has an inkling, but not much of it
Can't describe just where my heart went.
On a journey it would seem,
A place where sorrows were a dream.
A loss that hurts, this much is true,
I couldn't mend what was done to you.
See my face, know that I smile,
When I think of our time, such a little while.
Know you're special and how much I cared.
How I wish time could have stopped right there.
Wish you were here, where I know you can't be...
But this you will have to overlook, forgive me.
Let me pour my sorrows out into this paper cup,
For these thoughts of you I just can't give up.
I believe after all those discussions we've had,
You may want to think, thinking of you makes me sad.
It's not so much you, but what came to pass,
And what could have been had we let ourselves last.
Don't feel guilty or get yourself all upset,
Know that I know, and have no regrets.
You're still in my heart, as friends will always be
I know how you are, so don't pity me.
I can't match the happiness that this summer I attained,
But don't think that sorrows mean I'm bursting with pain.
I can be happy now and again,
For you of all people should know how I am.
I toss on my feelings like the foam does the sea
Though I may rise or fall, I'll always be me.
Goodbye my darling, for I'm letting you fly,
Over this ocean of tears that I've cried.
Farewell, I say, Goodbye.
Have faith,
My friends will keep me afloat.
These words describe him oh so well
And only Caitlin knows how hard I truly fell
He has an inkling, but not much of it
Can't describe just where my heart went.
On a journey it would seem,
A place where sorrows were a dream.
A loss that hurts, this much is true,
I couldn't mend what was done to you.
See my face, know that I smile,
When I think of our time, such a little while.
Know you're special and how much I cared.
How I wish time could have stopped right there.
Wish you were here, where I know you can't be...
But this you will have to overlook, forgive me.
Let me pour my sorrows out into this paper cup,
For these thoughts of you I just can't give up.
I believe after all those discussions we've had,
You may want to think, thinking of you makes me sad.
It's not so much you, but what came to pass,
And what could have been had we let ourselves last.
Don't feel guilty or get yourself all upset,
Know that I know, and have no regrets.
You're still in my heart, as friends will always be
I know how you are, so don't pity me.
I can't match the happiness that this summer I attained,
But don't think that sorrows mean I'm bursting with pain.
I can be happy now and again,
For you of all people should know how I am.
I toss on my feelings like the foam does the sea
Though I may rise or fall, I'll always be me.
Goodbye my darling, for I'm letting you fly,
Over this ocean of tears that I've cried.
Farewell, I say, Goodbye.
Have faith,
My friends will keep me afloat.