wow lots to say........eh
ok so today is august 8 2004......... im going to talk about things al the way from july 19 wow.........hahaha so much to say so here gos...
ok monday july 19 i went swimming at the pool with tory as says my latst entry.
tuesday the 20th and wednesday the 21st were two regular days, i hung with friends and had good days. Thursday the 22nd i went to group...it was just me and amy, we danced because we ran out of things to talk about so peter put on music and me and amy danced.....
FRIDAY sucked ass it was awfull and good at the same time
i went to cp in this cute little outfit, nice blue jeans, black laced tanktop,white tite button down, heeled sandles, hair half and half, and my sis droped me off, there were 3 guys in the parking lot and when i got out of the car they all whisteled at me and said i was sexy and all that, so i was walking to cp and getting ready to go inside when i wanted to look at the message board to see when a concert was,,,, those guys thought i was going to see them but i wasnt but they still came over to me, one tried to give me a hug and i said no he still tried again and i said back off but there was a really hot black guy so i said hey your hot so ill give you a hug, the guy i hugged his name was johny, he was awsome he was a skater and a rocker and so cool atleast i thought so, we stared talking about everything like art and music and poetry it was great i loved it
then he said that he wanted to make out with me ant i thought i did to so i said ya same here, my bro was right over across the field so i was like dude we gotta go somewhere my bro wont see, so we went behind the storage shed. i got quite and realized that it was wrong what i was about to do i hugged him really long and he said ok but i said no and kept hugging him. after the second time i hugged him he kissed me of like 3 seconds, then i got extremely quite and was freeking out, he kissed the second time but didnt hear me say no i pulled aways and said i couldnt its wired and then we started talking about society and how it has its lables. he walked me back to cp and we hugged goodbye,....ugh i said i love you wheni didnt want to. i went back in and told 2 girls i knew that were there. then me and leah and afew other kids went to the play practice and watched them and johnny's friends showed up looking for him, i didnt know where he went so i got in a fight and cried and then my friend morgan.....hes really cool he helped me out and idar did to, thanx guys your really cool. so i got over it and wrote a song/ poem anout what happened.
but i have to go now
ill write everything else tomorrow
Peace
Love&Blood
~Dorothy~
ok monday july 19 i went swimming at the pool with tory as says my latst entry.
tuesday the 20th and wednesday the 21st were two regular days, i hung with friends and had good days. Thursday the 22nd i went to group...it was just me and amy, we danced because we ran out of things to talk about so peter put on music and me and amy danced.....
FRIDAY sucked ass it was awfull and good at the same time
i went to cp in this cute little outfit, nice blue jeans, black laced tanktop,white tite button down, heeled sandles, hair half and half, and my sis droped me off, there were 3 guys in the parking lot and when i got out of the car they all whisteled at me and said i was sexy and all that, so i was walking to cp and getting ready to go inside when i wanted to look at the message board to see when a concert was,,,, those guys thought i was going to see them but i wasnt but they still came over to me, one tried to give me a hug and i said no he still tried again and i said back off but there was a really hot black guy so i said hey your hot so ill give you a hug, the guy i hugged his name was johny, he was awsome he was a skater and a rocker and so cool atleast i thought so, we stared talking about everything like art and music and poetry it was great i loved it
then he said that he wanted to make out with me ant i thought i did to so i said ya same here, my bro was right over across the field so i was like dude we gotta go somewhere my bro wont see, so we went behind the storage shed. i got quite and realized that it was wrong what i was about to do i hugged him really long and he said ok but i said no and kept hugging him. after the second time i hugged him he kissed me of like 3 seconds, then i got extremely quite and was freeking out, he kissed the second time but didnt hear me say no i pulled aways and said i couldnt its wired and then we started talking about society and how it has its lables. he walked me back to cp and we hugged goodbye,....ugh i said i love you wheni didnt want to. i went back in and told 2 girls i knew that were there. then me and leah and afew other kids went to the play practice and watched them and johnny's friends showed up looking for him, i didnt know where he went so i got in a fight and cried and then my friend morgan.....hes really cool he helped me out and idar did to, thanx guys your really cool. so i got over it and wrote a song/ poem anout what happened.
but i have to go now
ill write everything else tomorrow
Peace
Love&Blood
~Dorothy~