Nov 10, 2004 18:06
ok well this morning i slept in and got like 2 1/2 hours of sleep cuz i went to the doctor so my mom let me sleep in, in p.e theres this new kid from south lakes who just came to madison and hes cute, i mean i like him. so i was fliting with him and this kid named mike was like dorothy he doesnt want you...go away..ok so what ever i was ya ya ok. so that was all fine
then at lunch my friend courtney said she was running away from home this afternoon, after school so i started to cry cuz i didnt want her to and ya. so it all got worked out and now shes at our friend Katja's house, thats fine.
after school i went to chorus to practice for District chorus, it was fine, and i did good.
then i practiced for the step team and the hip hop dance team.....that was funny, i got the step down after trying like 100 times and the dance i got after the first try....i guess i really can dance well..
hahaha so ya but i actually got so nervous and like scared and intiminated that i started to cry and it was bad but i got over it....then we went into the hall way and just put on music to warm up and we all just danced.. i had so much fun..haha kyle was looking at me
then i was crying again cuz i just got over welmed with some drama shit and i talked to mr. square..hes really cool. and he was saying don't cry you'll be ok and we had this talk and it was great....
but i wasn't done crying so i went up the hall and cried more, then carla and sammie, and kristin showed up and were like whats wrong, blah blah i was like dont worry bout it, im fine.
so i was really sad cuz i felt like the stupid white girl who couldnt dance and i was like damn can't i get into a relationship with yall getting in to my buiseness? and this question was for warren and cameren and lamar and all them, ugh i hate it when they tell boys not to mess with me, its like shut up and leave me alone but they are idiots so what ever, then i was crying and kyle and his friend were like whats wrong and i was so up set and i got into one of those mood swings..... i was like have you ever attempted suiced have you ever cut..he was like no and i was like well i have and there thats one thing about me you don't know i was crying real hard by this point and he was like damn its ok you'll be fine.
so i asked him to wait out side with me and his friend gave him a look and kyle was like damn and gave his friend a look so i was like god damn, i really thing kyle hates me, but what ever
so ya
and then i was waiting for my bus and this girl named sveta took my back-pack and hid it, i got so pissed and i was crying and screaming again it was awfull..wow
but ya now im home alone and just chillin
wow ok
love
~dorothy~