Post, the tenth

[dittoparrot]

With people disappearing and talking about loss and things like it, it's made me wonder something...

If you might have been dead before you came here is there a good chance you're really dead? I know it's weird, but I think I died in my dream because everything went black, but I'm not dead here so yeah... I'm confused.

Comments

*ping for Ghost*

[inthecenterfold]

Was it just everything going black, or was there something else about it?

[dittoparrot]

I remember crying and crying and then just blacking out.

[inthecenterfold]

But it was at the end of your dream, right?

[dittoparrot]

Yes, but it didn't feel like waking up.

[inthecenterfold]

Could've been pain from passing out is all I'm saying. I've had memories and dreams that end in blackness, but it never really felt like dying or waking up or anything.

[dittoparrot]

It could have, but I don't think it was. The more I think about it the more I feel like I shouldn't be alive.

fff hanyou pings

[inthecenterfold]

Shouldn't be alive?

[dittoparrot]

Yeah, isn't that weird?

[inthecenterfold]

Depends on how you mean it.

[dittoparrot]

I mean it like I said it, I feel like i have no business being alive.