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my life hasn't been too bad latly.. except for the fact that my grandpa just died.. the funeral was held saturday.. it was really sad. i don't like going to funerals.. i don't really get upset when a relative passes away. wait let me refraise that.. i get upset to an extent when certain relatives pass away depending on how close i was to them. but what really hurt me the most at my granpas' funeral was seeing my dad hurt. just when i would glance at my dad, i could see the pain in his eyes. and for me its just incredibly painful to see the ones i love the most around me hurt. but afterwards it was nice to see all of my family that i haven't seen in awhile. i love family and i'm so glad that i have so many people in my life that surround me with love. also, my thanksgiving was really good. i saw my aunt and others from my moms' side of the family.. the past couple of days have been so relaxing.. nick and i are getting close to 4 months now, i love him more and more each and everyday. today we went shopping together, ha.. and hungout, it was cool. then i had to work:/ .. but anyways i need a new phone ASAP!