Oct 07, 2005 23:59
Is this a huge mistake that I am making? I hate that I care this much.. I just don't want too. Or maybe I just don't want to care while being grounded? Because I'm just not there to know whats going on anymore.. I hate this.. I don't know what I want anymore. Am I making the right decision? My heart is aching this isn't right. I love him, I can't stop.. Its unconditional loveeee.