Soon, my birthday
It's been along time since my pen, or fingers on keys, graced this page. Empires have risen and fallen since I last composed, but only... really really short ones.
School progresses, and I try like hell to bend my will to the task of studying sufficently to feel prepared, and not boderline panicked ever moment. It's a horrible feeling, like falling, or being rung up on the rake by Torquemada. Not fun. Still, not all bad.
My birthday is tomorrow, and hopefully, being 20 will be interesting. Perhaps it will, perhaps it won't. It will be something, though. Hopefully a few different people will stop by. At the very minimum, I get to spend time with Nessa. Always a plus.
She and I have spent a fair amount of time together recently, hanging out with Karen and Nick, enjoying the craziness that is life in the "real world" of college town. All fun and such.
Alex no longer inhabits the same volume of space that I do, which is good and bad. Certainly, I miss the cheeky fellow. A fine man, with a good head of hair. Definatly on the up and up now that Angi is in complete and total command of his life. Good girl for him, but both need to watch the constant smoking. I don't want to bury either of them. Especially Alex, I need Fantab for so many plot reasons.
In the world of torid romance... ehh? I care incredibly deeply for someone, but this relation... makes me worried along with the more common emotions one expects. Worry isn't something I am used too, and it makes for an incredibly uncomfortable bedmate, though it's great for the pecs and abs.
Good night world, I will see you in a month.
School progresses, and I try like hell to bend my will to the task of studying sufficently to feel prepared, and not boderline panicked ever moment. It's a horrible feeling, like falling, or being rung up on the rake by Torquemada. Not fun. Still, not all bad.
My birthday is tomorrow, and hopefully, being 20 will be interesting. Perhaps it will, perhaps it won't. It will be something, though. Hopefully a few different people will stop by. At the very minimum, I get to spend time with Nessa. Always a plus.
She and I have spent a fair amount of time together recently, hanging out with Karen and Nick, enjoying the craziness that is life in the "real world" of college town. All fun and such.
Alex no longer inhabits the same volume of space that I do, which is good and bad. Certainly, I miss the cheeky fellow. A fine man, with a good head of hair. Definatly on the up and up now that Angi is in complete and total command of his life. Good girl for him, but both need to watch the constant smoking. I don't want to bury either of them. Especially Alex, I need Fantab for so many plot reasons.
In the world of torid romance... ehh? I care incredibly deeply for someone, but this relation... makes me worried along with the more common emotions one expects. Worry isn't something I am used too, and it makes for an incredibly uncomfortable bedmate, though it's great for the pecs and abs.
Good night world, I will see you in a month.