Sep 15, 2001 12:47
I met a really nice guy... Derek...he is not only sweet, kind, he's geniune. And i did something stupid.... i think i may be leading him on... and that' s not good..... but i don't know how else to act or even if he does think of me that way..... much like Laurel's "everything you want" by Vertical Horizon. I don't know what I'm doing with this at all... i guess it's ok... cuz i have been in this situation soo many times before... and .... time will tell.....
Cass is really sweet.... she is soo nice and soo great..... we're taking her out tonite for her birthday!!!! she's soo cool... I was talking to her last night and WOW!!!! She is amazing!!! She is soo considerate and wise... she is alot of fun!!!! It's kind of weird that she and Zac live in the same house.... I called her and i was sooo nervous cuz.... it's Zac's house and i didn't want to get his mom or something... yknow make it more weird... but it's all good.
I guess with all this World Trade Center and Pentagon.... stuff... it makes me think how easy I have it and how you know... sometimes it feels really tough... but it's not..... i'm just thinking that i'm really lucky to be blessed with such amazing people.....in my life and maybe it's time for everyone to realize that....