Dec 05, 2001 13:56
ok--- i had the most ultimate best day yesterday... studying til like midnight for physics... but wow did i get a lot of stuff accomplished...
i called zac for physics help and he wasn't to helpful.. but yknow... i guess that's alright... he was kinda like i dunno,.... i was talking with taylor about "What's the point of being friends with someone after going out with them?'' and there is seriously no point whatsoever... ughhhhh it's just not worth the time or the effort... especially if you were the dumpee.. it's like hey you didnt want me so you don't have me... even if you want to be 'friends' friends take a give and take... work kinda relationship too.. so yea... lick that... woman!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha;)
oh that's soo great and i talked to this amazing wonderful friend Dawn and yea.... thinking about a new frame a mind...
SINGLE IS THE BEST THING!!!!!!!!! i thnk i had a problem or a different brain in junior high.. i seriously thought that dating was all that being a teen was about.. and looking around me.. lookin sqare at the great people that are here with me now... i am sooo unbelievably grateful.. love will find me again.. but i'm quitting with my old saying 'making it happen' yea that works for school and stuff.. but not for relationship stuff...
i think physics went pretty good... i have FAITH in myself-- FINALLY like seriously how much longer was i gonna be all like waiting around for someone else to make me see the sunlight...
mrs. dubetz said to me I'm already a survivor from the chaos ive been through already this year and in my life... but now i'm stronger.. and now...you ain't gonna bring me down...
sing the song "reach' by S Club 7...
'that's when all your dreams will come true'
don't look into the eyes of strangers.. people you once knew.. look into the eyes of friends.. you never reach for people that you need... they are always close to you....
this is great!!!