i know i claimed that the journal was dead, but i have an issue that i would like some feedback on and this is the easiest and most popular way to get it into circulation
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First of all, I can't tell you who I am because i feel that if you knew, you would cast my opinion aside. However, for some reason, when I was randomly reading everyone's away messages out of sheer boredom, i came across yours, read it, and was so incredibly burdened that i can't even begin to describe it. Usually, I would cast an entry like this aside, thinking there is nothing i can do about it, but for some reason, even after leaving the computer, i just couldn't let it go. I totally understand your questioning your faith. I myself go through the same thing, yet somewhere in the back of my mind, i always know that God is there. Something tells me that isn't the case with you. But how can you see miraculous things happen all around you everyday and not believe? How can you see a full moon on the water and not believe? and how can you look into the eyes of the one you love and not believe? I find that when i question my faith... it takes one memorable or "mountain top" experience and then it's like, the Lord does his work from there. I have found "happiness" in many things... like you, i have been happy with getting money, and working hard, having friends, having boyfriends, but every single time, they somehow disappoint me. I continuously am straying from God to find happiness in other things and/or people.But somehow i always find myself crawling back to God, and He takes me in. I don't know how much this helped you- if it meant something or if it was just another anonymous comment that will be tossed aside and forgotten about. But i would like to thank you for opening my eyes to see that i am not alone in questioning my faith, and now i feel that i can deal with it better.
i wouldn't ask openly ask for others' opinions if i didn't want them. no one's will be ignored. thanks for the reply. check the latest journal entry for my thoughts on this one.
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