Pull the rug out from under me
bitter and frustrated.
not helped by the fact that sundays are (on normal occassions) family-togetherness days.
wuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i've been trying to pull that krishnamurti shit my philo prof said- when you're in a state of frustration, and you rationalize everything (or attempt to rationalize your feelings) and you feel worse, you should ask yourself: "why?"
and i'm supposed to realize it's all worth nothing to be frustrated with everything else. and then, i'm supposed to be a tad bit calmer.
i've tried.
i'm not calm.
i wanna scream.
jump off the building...
rant about the injustices of the world.
stop!!!!!!!!!
why?
not working. not working.
potaaaaaahhhhhhhhh i wanna retract what i said a couple of days ago. but it doesn't really make sense. and i still mean it anyway.
and it's so stupid. i'm not even supposed to be frustrated, cuz really, i can't find anything substantial to get frustrated over. so maybe that's why i'm frustrated.
wuhhhhhhhhh yes. i should take a break ..
yah don't you think so ? ?????
/add:
infernez, talking and ranting help ;) new pics up- photobucket. check out the esp. new ones under the sept 1 folder
not helped by the fact that sundays are (on normal occassions) family-togetherness days.
wuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i've been trying to pull that krishnamurti shit my philo prof said- when you're in a state of frustration, and you rationalize everything (or attempt to rationalize your feelings) and you feel worse, you should ask yourself: "why?"
and i'm supposed to realize it's all worth nothing to be frustrated with everything else. and then, i'm supposed to be a tad bit calmer.
i've tried.
i'm not calm.
i wanna scream.
jump off the building...
rant about the injustices of the world.
stop!!!!!!!!!
why?
not working. not working.
potaaaaaahhhhhhhhh i wanna retract what i said a couple of days ago. but it doesn't really make sense. and i still mean it anyway.
and it's so stupid. i'm not even supposed to be frustrated, cuz really, i can't find anything substantial to get frustrated over. so maybe that's why i'm frustrated.
wuhhhhhhhhh yes. i should take a break ..
yah don't you think so ? ?????
/add:
infernez, talking and ranting help ;) new pics up- photobucket. check out the esp. new ones under the sept 1 folder