gaaahhhhhddd
life is so haggard. (even my dad bitches about me looking very haggard and pointing it out to be a result of not eating breakfast)
you go to school... (refer to graph, let x-axis= time, y-axis eagerness to study)
- (steep upward sloping curve) at the start of the sem, all eager to learn and be inspired.
- (gets less steep) a little bit after that, frustrated that you can't seem to shake off that vacation mode, but still eager
- (relative) maximum point of trying to be academically brilliant and diligent.
- (straight line down to the x-axis, line goes y=0 indefinitely) realize everything is rather pointless, and you just wanna drop everything and run off into the sunset with (a non-existent) prince charming, but you (literally) run off instead with the next-best deal- friends.
and so!
today- i'm sorrreeehhh kebs na sa mundo, i'm did what i felt like doing.
cut 131 today- for kicks. and spent the rest of the morning with melo (who i convinced to cut) in worldtopps/bento box. and! we coerced gray (who dint need much coercioN after all) to lunch with us, and cut his class too! hahaha aren't i powerful! i looooove these guys- even if they diss me and make fun of the most recent escapades i managed to weasle my way out of. gradeschool buddies the best ;)
and after housetraining (and app training for len) DReWs dinner and beer with tine& len. i super enjoyed the girl bonding! sorreeehhh talaga, you think women are objectified? i say we can objectify guys right back! bring it on! UBE - we could have gone on and on about our fun experiences and our frustrations ...wuhhh! guys- gwapo nga, pulpol naman! matalino nga, panget naman!
i feel soooo much better now, after a day with the boy friends and the girl friends.
i even have extra energy (hence attempted to be productive by starting on some of my org-paper-work due next week *LOL*)
and now, i'm cramming for french tmrw. gahhhhd help me remember these weird spellings.