Apr 13, 2006 14:19
so I really want to post something but at the same time I don't. I figured I haven't done a whole lot that's of any real importance or relavence at this point so it's sort of weird. I've always used this journal as a back-up for memory and I liked doing it because I knew that everyone that might be reading this knew who and what I was talking about. But now that I hang out with a totally different crowd and none of them have an account nor would they read mine if they knew it existed. so I feel like I have to explain who these people are to those that might read my journal just to be caught up. But also, it seems like I don't do a whole lot of anything any more but when I stop and think about everything at the end of the week it's like... Ok I went here, here and here those days and these people stopped by this time and then there's that crazy thing that happened to me in the middle of the night that no one noticed...
I also really really hate not having my own computer anymore because there are nights where I'm so restless and I really want to put things down on paper or internet but it's a pain in the ass. We have an actual journal for the house to keep records of some of the crazy shit that's happened but it seems like it's hard to find the time to add to it. Even now I started an entry two days ago and I was interrupted several times and never got the chance to pick it back up. But also I need to start writing about the things that just happen to me during my day again. I think it's just sort of nice to look back and realize that I've done so much and I really am having a good time and life really isn't as shitty as it occasionally seems when I stop and think about it.
Also, with all the changes that have gone on in my life I really need to keep track of it before I go crazy. So yeah this is one of those " I vow to keep up my livejournal entries" entries... but now I gotta go back to work once again..