time flies...
So one week from today (friday) will be Russ' and my anniversary. so now it's time for me to sit back and reflect. I can't believe how much I've changed and how much Russ has helped changed me for the better.. I'm much more outgoing than ever before, which is still an odd thing to me. He's help me feel more comfortable in my own skin, which sounds weird but I'm nothing like what I was 3 years ago. I'm still not perfect but my opinion of myself has done a complete 180. I don't think Russ realize how strong of an iffluence he has been on me. I just wish i could do the same for him. I wish I could make him as happy as he makes me (most of the time ^_~) there's so much more on my mind but unfortunatly it's too late for me to go on. all I know is that I'm really looking forward to next friday. I hope everything goes well.