disappointment
WEll i had high expectations tonight, thought a dream would come true, hoped a friend would come through, but as usual, he let me down. We didnt discuss what i hoped, he was too busy, and now i am home feeling blue and a little ill, too much baileys lmao, only 2 glasses but for me too much.
Kim was home again today but will be back at school on monday, she is getting much better i think. Even got some shopping done and a bit of petrol for my car wooo hooo yeah see big excitement in my life.
My friend Roch finished her candle holders and was very happy with them, and of course i spent 2 hours on the phone with deb man that bill is gonna be high this month, sooooo shouldnt do it, need webcam and a microphone and THEN will be set!!!
Hmmmm maybe a good birthday present will suggest it to mal,
Yes my party, r isnt comin, like big fuckin surprise, so now will have just 3 ppl, and i love them all, very much, but just 3, yes i have a life huh!!! still im hopeful that will become 5 and that dianna and luke will be able to come. i dont know if mal will stay, now i dont care if he does lmao. i mean he will sit downstairs and play xbox anyway so if he stays there is not really gonna be an issue, and then the kids can stay too, it doesnt matter he will keep them from underfoot. sooo my big birthday plans well now they are smaller, but thats ok, we have the dvd to watch and laugh over, and we all get on soo well, its gonna be a blast. not only that i will have my family around me, and that is good too, time i started including them in my life again, ive been so bad, now that can change and we can have a life again.
Well from here its onwards and upwards, time to make the change and the break, work out that life sucks sometimes and get on with it (*sob*)
Di
Kim was home again today but will be back at school on monday, she is getting much better i think. Even got some shopping done and a bit of petrol for my car wooo hooo yeah see big excitement in my life.
My friend Roch finished her candle holders and was very happy with them, and of course i spent 2 hours on the phone with deb man that bill is gonna be high this month, sooooo shouldnt do it, need webcam and a microphone and THEN will be set!!!
Hmmmm maybe a good birthday present will suggest it to mal,
Yes my party, r isnt comin, like big fuckin surprise, so now will have just 3 ppl, and i love them all, very much, but just 3, yes i have a life huh!!! still im hopeful that will become 5 and that dianna and luke will be able to come. i dont know if mal will stay, now i dont care if he does lmao. i mean he will sit downstairs and play xbox anyway so if he stays there is not really gonna be an issue, and then the kids can stay too, it doesnt matter he will keep them from underfoot. sooo my big birthday plans well now they are smaller, but thats ok, we have the dvd to watch and laugh over, and we all get on soo well, its gonna be a blast. not only that i will have my family around me, and that is good too, time i started including them in my life again, ive been so bad, now that can change and we can have a life again.
Well from here its onwards and upwards, time to make the change and the break, work out that life sucks sometimes and get on with it (*sob*)
Di