Mar 27, 2005 03:21
I still don't know anything.. Yet I must know something.. My mind has been all over the place these last few months. I've felt and thought things I never hoped to...and I'm still here. I'm not done. But I can see a light at the end of the tunnel. Far, far away. I must take this opportunity to reflect...and re-direct my energies inward. Too long, have I sat idle and let the world pass me by...just..drifting...existing.. I'm doing that now, mostly. But at least now I have a reason. Maybe it'll also provide the motivation needed to do everything I want/need to with myself at this point in my life. There are some things that need sorting, which I won't go into here.. Apart from that, just general self-improvement and looking after no1 is on the cards I reckon.. I'm going to try and take each day as it comes.. Good, bad and ugly. I no longer believe in planning for the future.. I'll live for now, and see where I go as time moves on.
The Wheel will continue turning... And I will continue spinning. Out of control? Only time will tell.. As always.