I know this is a little selfish
My world is crumbling around me. No I take that back it has crumbled around me and the earth is still shaking violently. There is nothing stable in my life and Im not getting answers. I know this is so selfish but I need help. I didn't think that I would take Sis. Baileys death so hard but I have, she was really really amazing. School is getting worse and now I have heaped the responsibility of mascot on my shoulders. I have to be an example at school and in the community, so I have that huge dilema. I still have not come close to getting over Jeff. Etc........ Im having major breakdowns. But I talked to the Bishop and will recieve a blessing and the other ward bishop with whom I am close wants to be there for it. If nothing else Im so grateful for all my wonderful friends. But I have to go.