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Ok so really weird.
Monday night I had this really weird dream and the dream was expanded so Imma give you the whole version of the dreams put together.
I was getting married and it was a temple marriage so ya it makes it hard to explain. So I dont remember the ceremony but it was at the part where we had to say vows and I dont think you say vows in a temple marriage. So that made it odd but what made it really odd was the fact that it was like an arranged marriage. I mean I knew the guy but I didn't know him enough to want to spend all time and eternity with him. So I enter this really pretty room after changing into my clothes and the room was like pure white with really pretty cedar seats and there was flowers everywhere and like those pretty meshy ribbons. So we were supposed to be giving our vows but at the moment friends and family were going up to the pulpit to congratulate us and give us advice. Oh and I dont think that the LDS church allows arranged temple marriages. So back to the dream, he walks into a door opposite to me and goes to sit down. Im still like freaking out cuz I dont know what to say. So this lady tells me something really beautiful and in true girl form I start crying. So then my new father in law gets up to the pulpit to ask us to come down and say our vows and also to introduce us as a couple. Well so I walk over to him and hes waiting for me. Then he takes my hands and puts them on his right arm but he places my right hand underneath my left and then he puts his left hand on mine so that our rings touch. Mine was really pretty, it was this white gold band with a beautiful marquise daimond and his was this wonderful white gold band with three tiny diamonds in it. But what is most amazing about that dream is that at that moment there was this ultimate feeling of happiness. Like take your happiest moment ever and multiply it by tens. I was almost awake thats how happy I was. So ya we are walking down the aisle to go to the pulpit and while we are walking Im looking down at my feet but every time I glance down Im either wearing the specail temple apparel or Im wearing this gorgeous white wedding dress but I knew that I was wearing jeans. And a lot of my non LDS friends are in there but thats not really possible so that made it even weirder. Not that I didn't want them there. I dont even remember saying vows it just went to our wedding night. No we didn't do anything bad so DONT WORYY, NO SEX. So we are laying in our bed at his parents house because ours wasn't ready. So we are laying like worlds apart and neither of us can sleep bacause it feels so weird, oh ya and we were in long pajamas. So anyway he says "Ashley, I know this is weird, but we are married and I promise it'll get better. Can we just cuddle?" I was thinking well we will just end up cuddling together in our sleep and when we wake up we will have a freak out, so ya I guess its ok, plus I like to cuddle. So I told him yes and we cuddled and were finally able to fall asleep. So I wake up the next morning to find myself in some of his old pj's but nothing happened that would have made me change. So that was weird. But I go in and start talking to my new dad and he was telling me all this mumbo jumbo about how its great we are finally together and about our house that still isn't ready for us. So then he leaves and I start talking to my new mother and she was being really sweet, but I look out and I see my husband and his father talking and Im like ok.......... and start strasining my ears to listen. Well he says something about how he doesn't know how to feel around me yet but that he wants us to be comfortable. So then he says something about Enoch and I run out and I give him a kiss aon the chin and then head off into the shower. Well as Im taking a shower he walks in, and I start freaking out like Im screaming "get out, Im naked" just genuinly freaking out and throwing things at him and he goes "Sweety, its ok we are married!!" I was like " I DONT CARE, GET OUT!!" and then I nail him in the head with my shampoo bottle. While all this is going on his family starts running to come see whats wrong but he keeps them out and then he leaves. So I finish my shower and gwt dressed. I then hear a knock at our door and he does "Honey, is it ok if I come in? Are you dressed?" I was like "Yes" So he walks in and the first thing I spot was the HUGE goose egg above his left eye. I felt so bad. He said "Ashley sweety, I know this is still a little weird but we are married and Im tying to make things better for us, do you feel at least a little comfortable with us?" I told him "I want this to be comfortable and I do feel a little comfortable, Im just adjusting..........oh sweety im so sorry" So then he walks over and asks "Is it alright if I kiss you?" And I nodded, so he kissed me. And then I got ice and helped him out with the goose egg I caused. But ohhhhh ya my husband was really hott but hes also in my ward. The thing is Im not really crushing on him. Hes a senior in college and it would just never work. Oh and no he looked mothing like Jeff.
It was such a good dream that it just makes the world so dissapointing. Now I really want to get married! Abd have that happiness again,. Just think if I was that happy in a kinda weirdo temple wedding how happy I will be when I finally have a real temple wedding. I cant wait to grow up and have a toys-r-us kid! )Lol, I just thought that would be super cute to say, since I just came up with it.)
Anyway I g2g. Have sweet dreams, Kids.
Monday night I had this really weird dream and the dream was expanded so Imma give you the whole version of the dreams put together.
I was getting married and it was a temple marriage so ya it makes it hard to explain. So I dont remember the ceremony but it was at the part where we had to say vows and I dont think you say vows in a temple marriage. So that made it odd but what made it really odd was the fact that it was like an arranged marriage. I mean I knew the guy but I didn't know him enough to want to spend all time and eternity with him. So I enter this really pretty room after changing into my clothes and the room was like pure white with really pretty cedar seats and there was flowers everywhere and like those pretty meshy ribbons. So we were supposed to be giving our vows but at the moment friends and family were going up to the pulpit to congratulate us and give us advice. Oh and I dont think that the LDS church allows arranged temple marriages. So back to the dream, he walks into a door opposite to me and goes to sit down. Im still like freaking out cuz I dont know what to say. So this lady tells me something really beautiful and in true girl form I start crying. So then my new father in law gets up to the pulpit to ask us to come down and say our vows and also to introduce us as a couple. Well so I walk over to him and hes waiting for me. Then he takes my hands and puts them on his right arm but he places my right hand underneath my left and then he puts his left hand on mine so that our rings touch. Mine was really pretty, it was this white gold band with a beautiful marquise daimond and his was this wonderful white gold band with three tiny diamonds in it. But what is most amazing about that dream is that at that moment there was this ultimate feeling of happiness. Like take your happiest moment ever and multiply it by tens. I was almost awake thats how happy I was. So ya we are walking down the aisle to go to the pulpit and while we are walking Im looking down at my feet but every time I glance down Im either wearing the specail temple apparel or Im wearing this gorgeous white wedding dress but I knew that I was wearing jeans. And a lot of my non LDS friends are in there but thats not really possible so that made it even weirder. Not that I didn't want them there. I dont even remember saying vows it just went to our wedding night. No we didn't do anything bad so DONT WORYY, NO SEX. So we are laying in our bed at his parents house because ours wasn't ready. So we are laying like worlds apart and neither of us can sleep bacause it feels so weird, oh ya and we were in long pajamas. So anyway he says "Ashley, I know this is weird, but we are married and I promise it'll get better. Can we just cuddle?" I was thinking well we will just end up cuddling together in our sleep and when we wake up we will have a freak out, so ya I guess its ok, plus I like to cuddle. So I told him yes and we cuddled and were finally able to fall asleep. So I wake up the next morning to find myself in some of his old pj's but nothing happened that would have made me change. So that was weird. But I go in and start talking to my new dad and he was telling me all this mumbo jumbo about how its great we are finally together and about our house that still isn't ready for us. So then he leaves and I start talking to my new mother and she was being really sweet, but I look out and I see my husband and his father talking and Im like ok.......... and start strasining my ears to listen. Well he says something about how he doesn't know how to feel around me yet but that he wants us to be comfortable. So then he says something about Enoch and I run out and I give him a kiss aon the chin and then head off into the shower. Well as Im taking a shower he walks in, and I start freaking out like Im screaming "get out, Im naked" just genuinly freaking out and throwing things at him and he goes "Sweety, its ok we are married!!" I was like " I DONT CARE, GET OUT!!" and then I nail him in the head with my shampoo bottle. While all this is going on his family starts running to come see whats wrong but he keeps them out and then he leaves. So I finish my shower and gwt dressed. I then hear a knock at our door and he does "Honey, is it ok if I come in? Are you dressed?" I was like "Yes" So he walks in and the first thing I spot was the HUGE goose egg above his left eye. I felt so bad. He said "Ashley sweety, I know this is still a little weird but we are married and Im tying to make things better for us, do you feel at least a little comfortable with us?" I told him "I want this to be comfortable and I do feel a little comfortable, Im just adjusting..........oh sweety im so sorry" So then he walks over and asks "Is it alright if I kiss you?" And I nodded, so he kissed me. And then I got ice and helped him out with the goose egg I caused. But ohhhhh ya my husband was really hott but hes also in my ward. The thing is Im not really crushing on him. Hes a senior in college and it would just never work. Oh and no he looked mothing like Jeff.
It was such a good dream that it just makes the world so dissapointing. Now I really want to get married! Abd have that happiness again,. Just think if I was that happy in a kinda weirdo temple wedding how happy I will be when I finally have a real temple wedding. I cant wait to grow up and have a toys-r-us kid! )Lol, I just thought that would be super cute to say, since I just came up with it.)
Anyway I g2g. Have sweet dreams, Kids.