Best of times...

[disturbedraven]

And best of times. I had a heart to heart comversation with Amber, frnakly it opened up my emotions and seriously almost made me cry. I've never cried for a friend before, but she almost made me cry just b/c of all the emotions she's stirred in me and the connection we have. I love her, more than words can express. She's one of the best things to happen to me, and I just wish I could have more time with her. My obsession for her grows, yet my cautious attitude gets worse. Time is the teller of this battle between love and fear.

I can't think about anything else, my mind is stuck on this topic and won't freely wander...