Confused and about to lose
Why am I still letting into temptation? Why do I think about it to the point that I'm ready to put my foot through a door. WHY WHY WHY!!! I think my mind has been plagued and it's not fair. I want it but then again I can't have it. I might NEED it sooner or later, but at the time I just WANT it! Time decides all, and it will decide this for me.