The pain is gone
Well I just got off the phone with Sarah and I feel a lot better. We talked for like 2 hours. I wish that I had talked to her about everything that is going on between us earlier because I misunderstood what she actually wanted. I thought that she just didn't want to be with me and with how we had been around eachother, that really hurt, but come to find out is that she just needs some time to get a grasp on everything that has been going on in her life lately. I'm really glad that I talked to her though. I've really missed hearing her voice and just talking with her. I wanted to talk to her earlier in the week, but I didn't because I wasn't sure if I should or not. Now that we are talking again, we can get back to our friendship and really getting to know eachother. I already know that she's a great person and honestly she's probably the strongest person that I know. I mean she's been through so much in the past few months. I don't think that I could have done what she did. Having her tell me about everything that she had to go through when her mom was sick just makes me wish that I got to know her sooner so that I could have been there for her more. Well anyway I'm happy again now, so yeah...