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ok now... i have a problem and i know that..... but for some reason thios perosn wont leave my mind. i hate feeling like this. you know he says that hes not using me without me having to say something but... i dont know... i believe him its just that i want soooooo much more and i dont know what he wants. i dont think that i can tell him how i feel because feelings scare him. hes not an open person so he avoids it. i think about him alllll the time and then i will read his journal and there will be pictures and i will almost be at the point of cring but i cant. i never acctually cry but all this emotions fillup inside of me because im not with him. i feel so lost.
school tomarrow. *rolls eyes* yay.
school tomarrow. *rolls eyes* yay.