did that dead bird just fall out of your vagina?
hello hello hello is there anybody in there?
just nod if you can hear me.
is there anybody home?
man... i haven't updated in sooo damn long. wowzers.
i was reading my old posts... ugh. depressing.. stupid.
anyway... yah it is exactly 4:44 am. and i am awake.. woop woop.
"i don't say woop... i say woot." hah.. i love you cassie.
wup wup. teheheh.
yaaaah. i'm not going to sleep today.. no siree. that's funny. man. i am in a damn good mood right now. surprising at this time.
i'm going to the mall tomorrow, wait.. today, at 8:00 with my cousin bridget. i love her. i haven't spent time with her in so fucking long. crazy shit. not that i ever really did spend much time with her. but for a little while it was different. but yah.. i'm going with her. it should be great fun. the mall is going to suck... it's going to be crowded as fucking hell. but i don't mind, really. at noon.. i'm meeting justin at the fountain, and we're going to hangout there for a bit, then we're walking to borders. fun stuff, man. i am EXTREMELY excited. yo yo yo. i haven't seen him in like 4 fucking weeks. but i shall see his lovely ass today. he's so great. typing about him right now, makes me smile. :D he is a truly beautiful person. he completes me. for sure. he fills the emptiness that i once had. he makes me happy. he truly is a beautiful human being. there are no words to describe what he makes me feel. just being near him. ah. it's so wonderful. happiness. i like it. the fact that i even said that... makes me happy. i love happiness. and i am happy. i am content. i am bianca. this is me.
mike is awake now, as well.. i guess he's staying up all night as well, to kind of prepare him for his 12 hour shift today... or is it tomorrow.. i'm not sure at the moment.
i went to visit my dad at the fire station today, before i went to philis's place. it made him happy. i could tell. and i'm glad. no matter how much i hate the man at times.. i still love to see him happy. it's just nice that we could do that for him. yah.
i just feel like fucking talking.
my mom went to work at 3. that's gotta fucking suck. she's awesome though. i don't know how she does it.
i've had a very beautiful christmas. my uncle was really happy on x-mas eve. it was nice. his eyes... i don't know. it was just beautiful.
my cousin is having a party this weekend, for his birthday, on saturday, it should be great fun. i'm excited.
YAY! i get to see justin today. fuck yah.
i've been drinking coffee non-fucking-stop lately. i love it. this is most likely why i am so fucking awake right now.
woo!
anyway... i am going to go now.
i wish a beautiful day to anyone reading this right now.
gooday
just nod if you can hear me.
is there anybody home?
man... i haven't updated in sooo damn long. wowzers.
i was reading my old posts... ugh. depressing.. stupid.
anyway... yah it is exactly 4:44 am. and i am awake.. woop woop.
"i don't say woop... i say woot." hah.. i love you cassie.
wup wup. teheheh.
yaaaah. i'm not going to sleep today.. no siree. that's funny. man. i am in a damn good mood right now. surprising at this time.
i'm going to the mall tomorrow, wait.. today, at 8:00 with my cousin bridget. i love her. i haven't spent time with her in so fucking long. crazy shit. not that i ever really did spend much time with her. but for a little while it was different. but yah.. i'm going with her. it should be great fun. the mall is going to suck... it's going to be crowded as fucking hell. but i don't mind, really. at noon.. i'm meeting justin at the fountain, and we're going to hangout there for a bit, then we're walking to borders. fun stuff, man. i am EXTREMELY excited. yo yo yo. i haven't seen him in like 4 fucking weeks. but i shall see his lovely ass today. he's so great. typing about him right now, makes me smile. :D he is a truly beautiful person. he completes me. for sure. he fills the emptiness that i once had. he makes me happy. he truly is a beautiful human being. there are no words to describe what he makes me feel. just being near him. ah. it's so wonderful. happiness. i like it. the fact that i even said that... makes me happy. i love happiness. and i am happy. i am content. i am bianca. this is me.
mike is awake now, as well.. i guess he's staying up all night as well, to kind of prepare him for his 12 hour shift today... or is it tomorrow.. i'm not sure at the moment.
i went to visit my dad at the fire station today, before i went to philis's place. it made him happy. i could tell. and i'm glad. no matter how much i hate the man at times.. i still love to see him happy. it's just nice that we could do that for him. yah.
i just feel like fucking talking.
my mom went to work at 3. that's gotta fucking suck. she's awesome though. i don't know how she does it.
i've had a very beautiful christmas. my uncle was really happy on x-mas eve. it was nice. his eyes... i don't know. it was just beautiful.
my cousin is having a party this weekend, for his birthday, on saturday, it should be great fun. i'm excited.
YAY! i get to see justin today. fuck yah.
i've been drinking coffee non-fucking-stop lately. i love it. this is most likely why i am so fucking awake right now.
woo!
anyway... i am going to go now.
i wish a beautiful day to anyone reading this right now.
gooday