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i'm back to feeling depressed.
i guess the numbness and happiness couldn't last forever.
i feel like fucking shit.
i can't stop crying. but crying is better than cutting, i soppose.
god i don't know what to do anymore.
it just hit. suddenly i just feel like shit. i'm just sitting here feeling so incredibly alone.
i want justin.
why the fuck can't shit EVER just fucking work out?
god damn it.
i hate this fucking shit.
i guess the numbness and happiness couldn't last forever.
i feel like fucking shit.
i can't stop crying. but crying is better than cutting, i soppose.
god i don't know what to do anymore.
it just hit. suddenly i just feel like shit. i'm just sitting here feeling so incredibly alone.
i want justin.
why the fuck can't shit EVER just fucking work out?
god damn it.
i hate this fucking shit.