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the past few days have been really good. i've been quite happy for no aparent reason. it's nice.
i had dinner w/ my dad, my sister, nenita, and joleen today. it was quite nice.
umm. the only bad thing, is that i really really wanted to see justin before all shit hit the fan. and it really doesn't look like i'm going to get to do so. that makes me sad. but i'm dealing w/ it. so that's good.]
also...i've decided that i will no longer be cutting. ever. i will never do it again. how exciting. i really believe that i can do it, this time. it is no longer, like... yah i'll try and occasionally mess up, and everyone will just understand that it happens... it is now like... i will not do it. i dont care if there is nothing else... i will not let it come to that. ever again.
yay!
so yaaah.
i want to see justin.
damn.
i had dinner w/ my dad, my sister, nenita, and joleen today. it was quite nice.
umm. the only bad thing, is that i really really wanted to see justin before all shit hit the fan. and it really doesn't look like i'm going to get to do so. that makes me sad. but i'm dealing w/ it. so that's good.]
also...i've decided that i will no longer be cutting. ever. i will never do it again. how exciting. i really believe that i can do it, this time. it is no longer, like... yah i'll try and occasionally mess up, and everyone will just understand that it happens... it is now like... i will not do it. i dont care if there is nothing else... i will not let it come to that. ever again.
yay!
so yaaah.
i want to see justin.
damn.