for anyone who still reads this....
if any of my friends still read my livejournal account,i guess this is what i have to say about my life lately.to start off i moved out of my moms house almost 3 weeks ago,and since then my life has gone down the drain.for starters im not employed anymore and i completely broke now.sines ive been here ive been taking tripple c's every day,i get drunk almost every night now.i stay out till 4 or 5 in the mornings and i dont get up till about 3 or 4 in the afternoon.ive havent been to church since ive been here.and there are other things ive done that are just to horrible to say.so in short ive pretty much lost my will in life.and with the drugs and drinking ill probaby be dead in a couple of weeks.so to all of my friends ive let down im sorry.