Mar 18, 2013 02:46
six years ago I would have never anticipated this ending. I was in love,a love so deep and so pure that it is able to exist and withstand all pain, jealousy, betrayal and anger. a love so real and blinding that I wore it with pride, as a shield from the judgements of the world.
yet this love is tender and fragile such that it was inevitably consumed by fear. This was how we ended. a love lost in a battle of dreams.
There are so many things I wish I had the chance share with you throughout our relationship. I never got the chance to, that's why they are jotted down here instead. I don't know if you'll come back to read this, I don't suppose you would anyway.. we are, afterall, onto new beginnings.
But if you do, please remember me for the girl that loved you fiercely. for the one that was so proud of you and so proudly she was to be yours.for the one who dared to dream big dreams with you. for the one that tried so desperately to save you from your nightmares. for the one who fought.. to be with you always. remember me for the times i reached out to hold your hand, through the fights and the tears. remember me for the times i laughed so hard and cried with you. remember me for the times i begged for you, ran to you, kissed and held you...
those times existed and they were real.
I wish you nothing but the best in life. six years with you, is unforgettable.
every little thing- Dishwalla
this song is for you.