been a long time
"If you could change the past, what would you change?"
This question is hard to answer. I like how my life has turned out so far. Yeah, I've been through some tough shit, but I dont regret any of it. It made me the person I am today and I'm thankful for that. But if it came down to it, I'd take back dating Alex P. Whatever we had was a big waste of time. I hurt a lot of people I care about during that time and I wish I could take back that pain. I was young (still am) and stupid (still am). To those of you who this applies to, I apologize, from the bottom of my heart.
Even though things turned out bad between us, I learned a lot from him about myself, relationships, and people in general. We talked about philosophy and art, and so many other things. I miss talks with him, I admit it, but not enough to want to contact him again. Alex, if you're reading this, thank you for everything, but I still hate you.
"what is love?" (continued)
my definition of love definately has changed in the past two months. i think i can tell the difference between love and lust now. to be vulgar, my sexual appetite has recently been reduced to about nothing and even so, I still feel so strongly about Jason. I believe this is proof that we are truly in love. After a year and a half of being together, he still gives me butterflies in my stomach. I still grin like a little girl when I think about him.
I wish I could tell the whole world how much I love him; but no matter what I could say, the words would be all wrong, because nothing can describe my love for him.
With that said, I restate my definition of love: an amazing indescribable emotion/feeling toward a person, place or thing.
-----Karin
This question is hard to answer. I like how my life has turned out so far. Yeah, I've been through some tough shit, but I dont regret any of it. It made me the person I am today and I'm thankful for that. But if it came down to it, I'd take back dating Alex P. Whatever we had was a big waste of time. I hurt a lot of people I care about during that time and I wish I could take back that pain. I was young (still am) and stupid (still am). To those of you who this applies to, I apologize, from the bottom of my heart.
Even though things turned out bad between us, I learned a lot from him about myself, relationships, and people in general. We talked about philosophy and art, and so many other things. I miss talks with him, I admit it, but not enough to want to contact him again. Alex, if you're reading this, thank you for everything, but I still hate you.
"what is love?" (continued)
my definition of love definately has changed in the past two months. i think i can tell the difference between love and lust now. to be vulgar, my sexual appetite has recently been reduced to about nothing and even so, I still feel so strongly about Jason. I believe this is proof that we are truly in love. After a year and a half of being together, he still gives me butterflies in my stomach. I still grin like a little girl when I think about him.
I wish I could tell the whole world how much I love him; but no matter what I could say, the words would be all wrong, because nothing can describe my love for him.
With that said, I restate my definition of love: an amazing indescribable emotion/feeling toward a person, place or thing.
-----Karin