GOODBYE.
i'm done with this journal. & with a lot of other things. people you think are your friends will go & believe a stranger over you. not even give you the benefit of the doubt. well fuck it. i am whatever you say i am. what's the point in proving someone wrong when they've already invested their negativity into it?
so this concludes my journal. i've proved to myself that writing down your thoughts & feelings doesn't benefit you -- only your so-called "friends" who go & exploit it to others when they are upset. i trust every person on my buddy list to make sure what i write, stays where it is -- in my journal. but my kindness is always taken for weakness, in some way or another.
<3
leah, you're like my best friend. & you didn't even give me the benefit of the doubt. i read all the conversations. that's grimey. i would never say that shit about you, even if people were tellin' me shit, even if i THOUGHT it. i still would never say it. the whole john deal -- my bad. i should have told you. period. but everything else? words can't even describe how i feel about it. reading what you wrote broke my heart, far worse than any guy could have. i still love you, you're my girl, no matter what. but i guess you already made up your mind about me. so goodluck with everything & take care.
please remove me from your friends list. i don't wanna take up any space that could be used for someone else. i love you all, goodluck with everything. <33
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PS -- if you wanna get ahold of me, here's how:
AOL: c0nn1efaye
AIM: mygamerewinds
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