here i am

[distraughtbox]

well, i've been back for almost a week now but have negleted to post in my journal due to issues with my... laziness. so now i'm finally posting. Malibu was amazing. for the people who don't know, malibu is a younglife camp in canada, and it's absolutely gorgeous. It's a hell of a lot of fun too. i stayed an extra week, since my dad came up to be camp doctor for a week. since i wasn't a camper that second week i did work crew. It didn't feel like i was working at all because the people i were working with were awesome. I may have been washing dishes but it was shockingly fun. I took a sweet picture while i was there, and made it my background. i decided to change it to black and white because it feels more like a beautiful memory that way for some reason. then i change my entire desktop theme, and my winamp skin, to black and white and i think it looks amazing. i also hid my desktop icons so that it would flow better.


i thought it would be nice to leave you with this.

RADIOHEAD - PYRAMID SONG
jumped in the river and what did I see?
black-eyed angels swimming with me
a moon full of stars and astral cars
all the figures i used to see
all my lovers were there with me
all my past and futures
and we all went to heaven in a little row boat

there was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt