what do you do when your life's a total disaster?

Jul 29, 2006 21:46

I just fucked up a beautiful thing. I messed up. I can't help but think, "what happened Tony? Why did you do that? Last time I checked that wasn't the right way to resolve a 'speed bumb.'"

Just yesterday I was saying to myself after I got off the phone, "man...I have it good." Nothing ever stays the same. I even wrote on a little piece of paper that I put in my wallet, "you're so cool." It's from my favorite movie, which reminded me kinda what we had...'cept the movie ended on the beach and a complete family of three.

I can't stand not being patient. If I was a bit more patient, I'd still be happy. No, I'd still be in exstacy.

I want to smoke myself to death. It's going on my things to do before I die, right next to being happy with someone.

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