Through the Looking Glass
I haven't posted on here in what seems like forever. So much has happened I feel that there is too much to say. I believe last time I posted it was Buffalo or Bust. Well, I did the Buffalo thing. Learning experience of life's lessons. It made me a stronger, more determined, jaded woman. You learn after a while to just take the good, learn from the bad, and move on.
Back in Georgia and did two years of college. Forensic Anthropology major. I kicked ass at it while I was there. My health has been on a steady rapid decline for a few years now. I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia in October of 09'. I got in my car wreck in 05' that left me with ruptured disks in my back and horrible arthritis. Steadily my health was declining as new pain was seeming to spread through every part in my body from my head to my toes. Wondering what was going on with my body for me to not even like a blanket on me because my body was so hyper sensative to pain. With there not being a cure yet for fibromylagia the most the doctors can do is try to keep me comfortable. Lots of narcotic pain meds, muscle relaxers, and anti-seizure medication to keep me from having a seizure from all the copious amount drugs in my system at all times.
A lucky girl I am to have found the right person for me. How crazy that I traveled all over looking for the right person, when the right person was always 3 streets over and under my nose the whole time. I fell for a boy who I had a crush on in highschool. Chris and I have been together since September 11, 2009 and living together since March of 2010. Even with my constant hospital visits and some days being in too much pain to get out of bed. Chris has been the stability that I have always needed. Though to many looking at our outward appearance they think its odd for an alternative goth girl to be with a clean cut guy with no modifications. He and I are are what we both need to balance one another. He is everything I wanted and everything I never knew I needed. For certain my bestfriend who knows every move I am going to make before I do so and he loves me to pieces. I keep asking myself what did I ever do so right to have someone like him. I appreciate everything he is.
I have been the Martha Stewart goth edition lately. Baking, making Jack Skellington sugar cookies, spooky arts and crafts, and making my Dead Dollys. I make and sell dolls that replicate celebrity deaths or just your amazing spooky doll.
Music has been another thing keeping me going. I am the lead vocalist now for Bleed the Infection. I also have been rockin' the violin, keyboard, and programming skills. We are working on it at a steady rate and I have been happy with the outcome.
Eh, tired now.To be continued....
Back in Georgia and did two years of college. Forensic Anthropology major. I kicked ass at it while I was there. My health has been on a steady rapid decline for a few years now. I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia in October of 09'. I got in my car wreck in 05' that left me with ruptured disks in my back and horrible arthritis. Steadily my health was declining as new pain was seeming to spread through every part in my body from my head to my toes. Wondering what was going on with my body for me to not even like a blanket on me because my body was so hyper sensative to pain. With there not being a cure yet for fibromylagia the most the doctors can do is try to keep me comfortable. Lots of narcotic pain meds, muscle relaxers, and anti-seizure medication to keep me from having a seizure from all the copious amount drugs in my system at all times.
A lucky girl I am to have found the right person for me. How crazy that I traveled all over looking for the right person, when the right person was always 3 streets over and under my nose the whole time. I fell for a boy who I had a crush on in highschool. Chris and I have been together since September 11, 2009 and living together since March of 2010. Even with my constant hospital visits and some days being in too much pain to get out of bed. Chris has been the stability that I have always needed. Though to many looking at our outward appearance they think its odd for an alternative goth girl to be with a clean cut guy with no modifications. He and I are are what we both need to balance one another. He is everything I wanted and everything I never knew I needed. For certain my bestfriend who knows every move I am going to make before I do so and he loves me to pieces. I keep asking myself what did I ever do so right to have someone like him. I appreciate everything he is.
I have been the Martha Stewart goth edition lately. Baking, making Jack Skellington sugar cookies, spooky arts and crafts, and making my Dead Dollys. I make and sell dolls that replicate celebrity deaths or just your amazing spooky doll.
Music has been another thing keeping me going. I am the lead vocalist now for Bleed the Infection. I also have been rockin' the violin, keyboard, and programming skills. We are working on it at a steady rate and I have been happy with the outcome.
Eh, tired now.To be continued....