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after i made the post about cody i went to bed all upset.
i ended up waking up to one of my old panic attack/hallucination. i havent had one of those in a long time. it probably was the fact that i had 4 hours sleep. my boss called me at 9am and asked could i come in 6 hours early for work. i said okay and went in so fucking tired. i come home hungry and stressed from my long day and get dropped the bomb. now my muscles hurt really bad and im all blah.
when i kinda came to and was all shaken up i called matts cell to see where he was. he went to see the briefs tonight. i didnt want to go. they really arnt my style and i knew he'd be in a mosh pit on night. i didnt want him to stop his fun to watch out for me sitting in a corner. when i called i heard his cell phone echoing in the stairwell to our apartment and he was home.
i cooked dinner. matt barely ate and he went to bed. im still trying to get comfy enough to sleep. eh.
lets hope we wont have this happen again for a while at least.
i ended up waking up to one of my old panic attack/hallucination. i havent had one of those in a long time. it probably was the fact that i had 4 hours sleep. my boss called me at 9am and asked could i come in 6 hours early for work. i said okay and went in so fucking tired. i come home hungry and stressed from my long day and get dropped the bomb. now my muscles hurt really bad and im all blah.
when i kinda came to and was all shaken up i called matts cell to see where he was. he went to see the briefs tonight. i didnt want to go. they really arnt my style and i knew he'd be in a mosh pit on night. i didnt want him to stop his fun to watch out for me sitting in a corner. when i called i heard his cell phone echoing in the stairwell to our apartment and he was home.
i cooked dinner. matt barely ate and he went to bed. im still trying to get comfy enough to sleep. eh.
lets hope we wont have this happen again for a while at least.