cats leave paw prints on your heart
sooo a little while ago i saw this adorable gray cat sitting alone at petsmart at their little adoption center. Since tj has always wanted a gray cat i brought him back to show him the little kitty. Tj never really mentioned it again so i thought there was no chance of us adopting him until a few days ago when tj was like member sammie...thats the kitty...hes still there and i looked into adopting him...i got soo frickin excited i planned out all this stuff to buy him so he would be comfortable. I even planned out stuff to get our other cats so they could all be happy. Then tj realizes it isnt possible to adopt him...and now i feel like crap...i just felt like i could save this cat and since hes old (about nine) i just wanted to give him a happy comfortable place to call home for the last few years of his life. I just feel like this cat probably had someone that loved him once and then they just gave him up and he didnt understand what was going on and i mean atleast if u give up a young cat they have a big chance of getting adopted but not an older cat. And maybe someone else will adopt him but i had my heart set on him and i feel like what if the other people that adopt him dont treat him rite. I mean this lil cat should be able to retire in style, sleep all day, play with other cats and have all the food he can eat...but instead he is in a cage alone...wondering what the fuck happened to his family...i just love animals and i just honestly dont understand how anyone could ever give one up...especially when he has given you nine good years of his life...he just deserves someone to love him forever...and thats what i wanted to do...i guess ill eventually get over this...but its just breaking my heart rite now...