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Well I am going to get a chance to talk to him on the phone in about 44 mins....I know its pathetic that I am keeping count...but after how today as been going or this week in fact I just need to have something postive out of it...and getting to talk to him really does it for me....I know it has only been 2 days but seriously he really was my everything......I wish I could just get married to him even....I want to spend the rest of my life with him...I love him...He was my support through everything...He was always there for me...I could tell him anything I ever wanted...I could talk to him about anything he could give me advice on everything..even if I did not want to hear that advice, but he still was always willing to listen to me and give me advice.....I swear I can not wait till 29 days hurrys up and just moves on by...I been trying to keep my self busy at work but its not really helping out all that much...This morning during Cycle count I started crying because I heard a song that reminded me of when we first started dating....God damn it....Meeting him was the best thing that ever happened to me...Justin A Norwood I love you with all of my heart.....
I know I have treated you like shit for the past 2 years, but whenever we get back together I will treat you the way you should be treated....I am going to show you how much I love you....I want to be with you through the good times and the bad times.....I want to grow old with you...I want us to be us again....I want to be with you till death due us part....Justin your my world and it is empty without you...
I miss your touch, your kiss, your hugs, sleeping next to you and waking up next to you in the mornings.....I miss holding you while I fall asleep and feelin safe and warm and time just stopping when I am with you....I miss the make you make me laugh and smile...I love you so much and after this month I promise I will do my best to make you the happiest guy alive....
Ok the songs I was listening to at work....
Soluna-for all time
You’ve been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I’m gonna need you right here by my side
(Baby, I can’t wait)
Come right over here and let me lead the way
(Let me take your breath away)
By holdin’ you, kissin’ you, lovin’ you, touchin’ you
(Never will be too late)
To see myself through your eyes
(Baby, I can’t wait)
Until the day I hear you say
You are mine
there’s no other one for me
Keep in mind
you make my life complete
And tonight
we’ll make love endlessly
‘Cause you’re mine
you’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
Now that you’re here, boy
I’m never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You’re my everything (everything)
You’re my hopes and dreams (hopes and dreams)
Baby, you know it ain’t no lie
I’m gonna be with you till the day that I die
(Baby, I can’t wait)
Come right over here and let me lead the way
(Let me take your breath away)
By holdin’ you, kissin’ you, lovin’ you, touchin’ you
(Never will be too late)
To see myself through your eyes
(Baby, I can’t wait)
No, no, till the day I hear you say
You are mine
there’s no other one for me
Keep in mind (keep in mind)
you make my life complete
And tonight
we’ll make love endlessly
‘Cause you’re mine
you’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
You’re the one who lights my fire
You’re the one who keeps me strong
You’re the one that I depend on
When my world is goin’ wrong
You’re the one that I hold closer
You’re the man I’m dreaming of
And I really, really love you
I just want you to know that
You are mine
there’s no other one for me
Keep in mind (keep in mind)
you make my life complete
And tonight
we’ll make love endlessly
‘Cause you’re mine
you’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
I can’t wait till the day
When I’ll hear you say
You’re the one that I need
You’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
Alanis-Hands clean
If it weren't for your maturity
none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years
I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention
you wouldn't have been successful and if
If it weren't for me
you would never have amounted to very much
Bridge:
Ooh this could be/get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
Chorus:
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee
and I like you having to depend on me
You're a kind of protege
and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me and
I know you depend on me
like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me
like a young thing would and I think I like it
Bridge
Chorus
What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me
especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves
and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world
cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day
if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
Bridge
Chorus X2
Ok that is my update for now I will update again after I talk to him....In only 2 hours and 24 mins it will be 28 days....At least today seemed like it was going by semi fast, but then again I was fighting with people and worrying about my baby(well Archor and Justin actually)
I know I have treated you like shit for the past 2 years, but whenever we get back together I will treat you the way you should be treated....I am going to show you how much I love you....I want to be with you through the good times and the bad times.....I want to grow old with you...I want us to be us again....I want to be with you till death due us part....Justin your my world and it is empty without you...
I miss your touch, your kiss, your hugs, sleeping next to you and waking up next to you in the mornings.....I miss holding you while I fall asleep and feelin safe and warm and time just stopping when I am with you....I miss the make you make me laugh and smile...I love you so much and after this month I promise I will do my best to make you the happiest guy alive....
Ok the songs I was listening to at work....
Soluna-for all time
You’ve been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I’m gonna need you right here by my side
(Baby, I can’t wait)
Come right over here and let me lead the way
(Let me take your breath away)
By holdin’ you, kissin’ you, lovin’ you, touchin’ you
(Never will be too late)
To see myself through your eyes
(Baby, I can’t wait)
Until the day I hear you say
You are mine
there’s no other one for me
Keep in mind
you make my life complete
And tonight
we’ll make love endlessly
‘Cause you’re mine
you’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
Now that you’re here, boy
I’m never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You’re my everything (everything)
You’re my hopes and dreams (hopes and dreams)
Baby, you know it ain’t no lie
I’m gonna be with you till the day that I die
(Baby, I can’t wait)
Come right over here and let me lead the way
(Let me take your breath away)
By holdin’ you, kissin’ you, lovin’ you, touchin’ you
(Never will be too late)
To see myself through your eyes
(Baby, I can’t wait)
No, no, till the day I hear you say
You are mine
there’s no other one for me
Keep in mind (keep in mind)
you make my life complete
And tonight
we’ll make love endlessly
‘Cause you’re mine
you’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
You’re the one who lights my fire
You’re the one who keeps me strong
You’re the one that I depend on
When my world is goin’ wrong
You’re the one that I hold closer
You’re the man I’m dreaming of
And I really, really love you
I just want you to know that
You are mine
there’s no other one for me
Keep in mind (keep in mind)
you make my life complete
And tonight
we’ll make love endlessly
‘Cause you’re mine
you’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
I can’t wait till the day
When I’ll hear you say
You’re the one that I need
You’re the one that I’ll keep for all time
Alanis-Hands clean
If it weren't for your maturity
none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years
I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention
you wouldn't have been successful and if
If it weren't for me
you would never have amounted to very much
Bridge:
Ooh this could be/get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
Chorus:
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this
You're essentially an employee
and I like you having to depend on me
You're a kind of protege
and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me and
I know you depend on me
like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me
like a young thing would and I think I like it
Bridge
Chorus
What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me
especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves
and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world
cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day
if you watch that weight and keep your firm body
Bridge
Chorus X2
Ok that is my update for now I will update again after I talk to him....In only 2 hours and 24 mins it will be 28 days....At least today seemed like it was going by semi fast, but then again I was fighting with people and worrying about my baby(well Archor and Justin actually)