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So lets see on the way to have lunch with him I realzied that my car had a flat..(How wonderful considering that I am about to trade it in soon). My dad and I had to go buy a tire for it...That took a good ol 30 mins......Then on top of that my car is not ready yet and my mom does not want me getting a new car at all........So yeah her and I are going to get in a fight,unless I can figure out a way to hide a new car....That should be a whole lot of fucking fun. I did get to have lunch with him though and omg I can not help but miss him even more just looking at him...He said it would be a shorter month...Maybe just maybe it will be by the end of the month we can get back together...Oh my god that would make me so much more happier then I feel right now...He is suppose to call me soon as he gets a chance because he has to bring my phone charger to me....So yeah that will be another chance for me to get to see my man of my dreams...(Yeah I am pathetic but Im in love so its ok) We both know this time apart is going to do so much for us that it is unreal...It makes me feel a whole lot better that he feels that way....and we both miss each other like hekka crazy so I am thinking that is why he is saying a short month...anyways I dont know all I can do is just hope and pray about it being short....Anyways..I told him that I am sending him flowers on the 27th and I think that made him happy. I miss my cat Archer so much....right now he is at the vets and they told me he is going to have to stay overnight....So tonight is going to be harder then last night because I dont have my cat or my love of my life...I am going to be all alone....Gawd look how pathetic I am rigt now.....He obvioulsy has this nonused power over me...I just love him so much that I can not even explain it at all...I just want to be with him for the rest of my life...and really that is all I want out of life right now and forever. I know I am going to sound like I am rambling but I just love him so so so so so so so so so so so so so sos oso so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so
so so so so so so so so so os so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much.I swear I will be the best boyfriend to him that ever existed on this earth...He derseves the best and I am going to be the best(Or at least try to be) I love him so much and I know you guys are getting sick of me just going on and on and on but like I have said before this is going to be kind of repetive...but after I talk to him I am going to update and possibly even before I am about to talk to him and I am sure I will write before adn after like I am doing with this one.I want to be known as his boyfriend...I wanna be able to introduce my self as his boyfriend...I love him so much and I would kill anything for him....Anyways I guess that is enough about him I am going to go lay down I guess because I need to pick up my car decently soon. Anyways thank you guys for reading it, but really I am just glad no one is giving me hell about finally getting a chance to write how I feel on this journal...anyways you kids have fun..Bye