Well.....
Ok there are a few things I would like to address in this update other then the fact I have not updated in god knows how long seems like forever and it has been but I am going to get better at updating this....
*When I do you a favor I expect a thank you or something to that effect, because I probally dropped
whatever the hell I was doing for you
*I do not put on fake acts...if I am in a fight with you and then I enter a room full of people and act happy it is becuase I am simpily not worrying about it till I get a chance to speak with you
*Ok if you are going to call me and explain to me how you feel or even just expect me to listen to how you feel about something then I expect the same,because even if I do have to get up early I do care and I will listen.
*Treat me the way you want to be treated.
*If there is something I am doing that offends you then tell me straight up about it without jumping down my throat about it.
*Ok for now on if I am in a fight with someone I am going to resolve it that night whatever it takes.
GAWD DAMN IT
Right now I feel so empty no matter how much I try to type it out it just simiply will not work for me...right now I am waiting on Justin to give me a call and for some reason I am starting to doubt he is going to wich is fine I will just go to bed.....I only need to talk to him and may not get a chance till friday night but you know what that is ok...I wonder how he is going to take it when he finds out I close all the shifts I work next week forgranted it is only like 20 hours but that is beyond the point. I am updating to say that I have feelings and there are times I need to talk to a person and if that person is going to be a dick to me about how I feel dealing with them I am just going to resort to livejournal about a lot of shit going on...And oh yeah dont expect me to give a shit when you need someone to listen to your issues....Sorry I am just so lost and depressed right now.....I can not even get all of my thoughts down on this screen which really sucks but ohh well I guess that is just how life goes sometimes. But then again I am just making someone eless life a whole lot harder then what it should be according to some people that I know which will remian nameless anyways so yeah I am going to talk about what is going on in my life right now far as school and all that boring shit goes..........
Well I am on cymblata right now which is really good I guess I like it a whole lot side effects are not near as bad as they could be thankg god for that
I got all my balufor stuff today in the mail thingy so yeah I am happpy about that I need to start sending out stuff anyways I am going to go lay down becuase I dont think Justin is going to call me which is fine...anyways bye yall...
I will not let this livejournal die I promise
*When I do you a favor I expect a thank you or something to that effect, because I probally dropped
whatever the hell I was doing for you
*I do not put on fake acts...if I am in a fight with you and then I enter a room full of people and act happy it is becuase I am simpily not worrying about it till I get a chance to speak with you
*Ok if you are going to call me and explain to me how you feel or even just expect me to listen to how you feel about something then I expect the same,because even if I do have to get up early I do care and I will listen.
*Treat me the way you want to be treated.
*If there is something I am doing that offends you then tell me straight up about it without jumping down my throat about it.
*Ok for now on if I am in a fight with someone I am going to resolve it that night whatever it takes.
GAWD DAMN IT
Right now I feel so empty no matter how much I try to type it out it just simiply will not work for me...right now I am waiting on Justin to give me a call and for some reason I am starting to doubt he is going to wich is fine I will just go to bed.....I only need to talk to him and may not get a chance till friday night but you know what that is ok...I wonder how he is going to take it when he finds out I close all the shifts I work next week forgranted it is only like 20 hours but that is beyond the point. I am updating to say that I have feelings and there are times I need to talk to a person and if that person is going to be a dick to me about how I feel dealing with them I am just going to resort to livejournal about a lot of shit going on...And oh yeah dont expect me to give a shit when you need someone to listen to your issues....Sorry I am just so lost and depressed right now.....I can not even get all of my thoughts down on this screen which really sucks but ohh well I guess that is just how life goes sometimes. But then again I am just making someone eless life a whole lot harder then what it should be according to some people that I know which will remian nameless anyways so yeah I am going to talk about what is going on in my life right now far as school and all that boring shit goes..........
Well I am on cymblata right now which is really good I guess I like it a whole lot side effects are not near as bad as they could be thankg god for that
I got all my balufor stuff today in the mail thingy so yeah I am happpy about that I need to start sending out stuff anyways I am going to go lay down becuase I dont think Justin is going to call me which is fine...anyways bye yall...
I will not let this livejournal die I promise